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“I wanted so badly to lie down next to her on the couch, to wrap my arms around her and sleep. Not fuck, like in those movies. Not even have sex. Just sleep together in the most innocent sense of the phrase. But I lacked the courage and she had a boyfriend and I was gawky and she was gorgeous and I was hopelessly boring and she was endlessly fascinating. So I walked back to my room and collapsed on the bottom bunk, thinking that if people were rain, I was drizzle and she was hurricane.”

― John Green, Looking for Alaska

Sweet home Alabama

So I moved downstairs. I have my bed, my black trunk (on which I have vowed many a drunken time, that I would keel over and die), my old TV (thank you God!) and 1 chair. There are also two other beds for future housemates, but for right now, I’m hanging out with a fern and my bougainvillea. My kitchen has 1 water purifier, 1 sparkly new saucepan, a stove and that’s  it.  The bathroom is rather nattily outfitted with an orange bucket and mug and 1 too-small geyser. I spent all day yesterday going up and down moving my stuff. By 10:00 pm I was so exhausted, that I couldn’t sleep till 2 in the morning. Has that happened to you? That you’re so tired, you just cannot sleep?

I discovered that the cupboards downstairs are rather deep so all my books fit in 2 compartments which is awesome! I definitely need to buy more and fill up the place.  I also have a lot of cupboard space in the main hall, so much so, that I now have an entire section for just stationery! How cool is that? Unfortunately the shoe rack is like this dirty brown and I want to get it repainted a nicer colour, like black with white trim. And I’ve no idea what to put on it. The shoes go inside but there’s a lot of surface area that I could use but is currently collecting dust, except I don’t have a lot of knickknacks. I collect postcards and bells (I love bells and my ‘collection’ consists of 3 bells; one of which I stole from the house of a person I know, not a friend though. I don’t steal from friends  :P ). 

Oh and thanks to my mum, I have a lot of Jesus-inspired stickers and stuff all over the bloody place. I can’t do much about it either. Every time I try she turns into a loud paranoid banshee. sigh

Since it is a ground-floor apartment, there’s not a lot of natural light and that is tragic! I don’t see how I’m ever going to wake up and stay active. The cave-like lighting just makes me sleepy. But then again, I’m very rarely completely awake and full of beans, so I guess that’s not too big a deal.

I always thought that I’d have a more whimsical house when I got my own place. You know, murals and bright colours, quotes on the walls and different coloured doors…  Instead, I have cream curtains that are saved from blending in with the walls thanks to a raw-silk red one in the middle. Unfortunately, that one is completely see-through. People walking down the road can look in and watch me pretend to be a rock star or one of those chicas from those hiphop videos. (What? I like to pop, lock and drop it in the privacy of my room…)

All my furniture will be the stuff that is currently upstairs now… So basically I have to wait for the furniture dudes to get their act together before I get furniture. I loved waking up to an empty house this morning. Sadly, since there is nothing in the kitchen, I have go upstairs for food and coffee. But I’ve decided that this is a perfect opportunity to teach myself how to cook, it can’t be that hard, can it?  And I’m definitely buying me an oven a little later.

The first thing I am going to buy is a DVD player. Movie parties! Oh wait, my parents live on the 2nd floor… one-woman movie marathons, yay! 

I still smoke in the loo though, and if I have smokers over, they’ll probably have to smoke in there as well. I promised my dad I won’t smoke inside the house. The loo smoke is my last one for the day, so it’s not too bad. It’s not like I’m ‘smoking-smoking’  inside the house…  :)

{big love}

London calling

I am so digging Led Zeppelin’s Immigrant Song these days… Robert Plant’s wails are something else really… kinda gives you that feeling you have when you’re right at the top of a giant wheel and you suddenly drop forwards. I often complain that I have nothing to listen to but I think all I should do is go back and check out the bands that I didn’t like previously… But whatever happens, I’ll never get Lou Reed or the Velvet Underground. Of that I’m 100% sure.

I’m currently reading Psychotic Reactions and Carburetor Dung by the legendary Lester Bangs. I love his, ‘I-do-not-give-a-fuck-about-what-you-think-cause-I-speak-for-the-righteous’ attitude. What totally gets me, is his complete confidence that he is in fact, on the side of the righteous… Don’t you think that we’re  so conscious about what’s on our playlists? I’m totally guilty of looking down on people who loved the Backstreet Boys or Britney Spears. We are all more than our playlists or book lists or our taste in movies, damn it!

As much as I heart my folks, sometimes it’s like they’re from some galaxy we’ve never heard of. Seriously! In a nutshell; new house > two floors down from where I currently stay > I’m being made to move > with 2 strange people (house-mates). When they could’ve just given the house on rent. I do not get it at all. On the plus side, I got me a Bougainvillea!

I was at the annual Bangalore Queer Movie Fest… Not as awesome as last years’ in terms of the movies shown, but I had so much more fun this time around. I met an actual bona fide friend of Harvey Milk’s!! The sweetest old man ever… compulsive photographer too.

Have you been here? I’m buying me some very pretty coffee mugs from there…

My office is freezing, ish… I’m going home now. 

*Btw, I’m not going to London, it’s just that Bangs goes on and on about The Clash…*

{big love}

Material girl

I watched The Descendants on Thursday.  I liked it a lot. I didn’t love it. But the like is real. The underwater scene was amazing. As was Hawaii. Why dear God, wasn’t I born there? I love Bangalore, I do. We’ve been in a love-more love relationship for over 20 years but Hawaii! You’re like the Ryan Gosling of my life now.  Crazy-talented with all the beaches and lush greenery and tropical cocktails, not to mention your so-unreal-that-you-have-to-be-photo-shopped-beauty, but I can never have you…  

*Sigh

I don’t think Clooney deserves the Best Actor Oscar. I mean, he’s already got himself some gold for Syrianna. I’m fairly certain that Jean Dujardin will win that one… It’s a pity that Uggie the dog wasn’t nominated. What is it with Jack Russell terriers? They’re almost too adorable.

Which reminds me; why is Drive not getting any Oscar love? The movie was stunning. I’m in love, not just with the super-luscious Driver, but with every frame of that movie, and Nicolas Winding Refn, and the hot pink credits…

*Oh my god!!! Indigo is playing Una noche by 98 degrees!!! I haven’t heard that in so long… I loved the video way back when the song was new.

I’m at work right now. Paying the dues is such a bitch but technically, I’ve nothing else to do.  Yes, I said it. I’ve nothing to do on a Saturday. Ever since the Pianoman started lawyer-ing I see him less and less. Tres tragic.

I’m currently reading The Virgin Suicides by Jeffery Eugenides, and no, I haven’t seen the movie and I’m probably not going to either.  I also committed the cardinal sin of judging a book by its cover and bought The Night Circus by Erin Morgenstern. When I was at the book store, I saw these new Penguin book covers for Zadie Smith’s White Teeth and four others that were a part of Penguins’ 75th anniversary. They got tattoo artists to design their covers so every book cover is this explosion of colour.  I’m a sucker for stuff like that;  you should totally check them out.

Why is it so hard to find nice stationery? I mean stuff like this or this or even this? There are no decent postcards that you can send… the Chumbak ones are nice but not Bangalore-y.  All I’d need is this, in red and I think I could take care of all my stationery needs…

(*er-hem if you need pointers on what to buy me for the big three-oh coming up, I just told you).

{big love}

 

a case of you

mon amie,
mon amour,
pièce de mon coeur,

je t’aime toujour…

(29th Jan, 2012: year #6)

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